Clearing Up

Ok, I just want to clarify some things.

So I may say that I go clubbing more blah blah blah. It didn't mean getting wasted and throwing my life away. Sometimes all I do at the club is watch people have fun and dance.

All these night activities or day activities do not affect my studies. I will not allow it to make me not hand in my work or skip classes. If I do skip classes, it's because I want too. Not because I want to go have fun somewhere else. Sometimes all I do is just stay home and not do anything. I've handed in my PR before 5 PM. My group members say that my editing is going well.

So I go out more. But I still do my work and pass them up. I'm going through a rough time this semester. So I surrounded myself with people. That was better than staying home, alone and sad. The thing with my sister actually still upsets me. But when I post about it, only one replied. I've also been through a break up. But just when I thought that I am free from that problem, other problems pop up. I don't need more drama. Just tell me what's wrong. What's bothering you. But don't give me the cold shoulder. It would not solve anything.

To people who are concerned about the life that I lead now, please do not worry. I can take care of myself. I know my limit. I'm just choosing this method (socialising) as a way for me to forget my problems. Problems that are actually distracting me from my school work.

Yes, I've changed. People do change. But the only thing that I've changed about my life is how I lead it. The real Nysa that you all know is still here. I'm still the honest Nysa. Weird and silly. Happy and care-free. Or so I want people to think. I love my family and friends. Still the caring, nice one. Chewah. Tak tau malu puji diri sendiri. =P

Oh, and P.S: Syiq, my cred expired so I say here la. No more misunderstanding. You weren't burdening me at all with that. I didn't mind. Btw, did you know that you called me last night? I was asleep, you know. Hish. It surprised me hearing you singing. I was so sleepy, I opened my mobile, stared at it, forgetting that it would automatically answer it. When it connected, I kept saying hello. It took me a minute and a half to figure out that you're not talking to me. Haha. So, sorry about wasting your credit. Blame it on my blurness. =P